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Wild power

Since having my son I started to become more aware of my moon cycle and how much this affects my daily life. I don't know if I just didn't notice before or if my body and mind have become more sensitive to the affects but I can certainly sense a pattern that wasn't there before. I am noticing that for a week or two every month I feel particularly attractive, sexy and confident. In this time I am powerful and I can believe that I am enough for myself. This time slots nicely in to a feeling of creative frustration. I have so many ideas and projects and want to do them all right now, the trouble is that this time is immediately  followed by a lack of confidence and motivation. This inevitably  results I  half finished projects and lost ideas. I feel morose and deflated, everything is painfully irritating during this time and I am frustrated and full of despair at myself. Just when I have lost all hope, the feeling of uselessness reaches a crescendo of breaking things and ge

Proud and powerful

I have had a pretty stressful and emotional time recently. A lot has been going on in my life nd the lives of my family. And I mean a lot! So when I received an email telling me my article was going live on the green parent magazine I was massively excited. It was a Ray of sunshine in the cloud. Seeing my first published piece of writing on the Green Parent magazine filled me with a swell of pride. Pride is something I rarely feel of myself in fact I don't often allow myself to feel many positive things about myself, I save them for everybody else, which is wrong I know so I am basking joyfully in every moment of pride and excitement I feel bout this. https://thegreenparent.co.uk/articles/read/a-positive-birth-story